Monday, May 1

I don't want it anymore

I don't know what it is that I'm feeling now. Perhaps it is the distant pain of a former life, or the distant pain of a former ghost. Whatever it is, it is quite the pain. I look outisde and the gray clouds cover the sky. It smells like rain and cold, but there is no rain. There is a chilly breeze, something that hasn't been felt in days. I don't think I've been outside in three days. I've only gone out of this room to go get food today, and to take a shower earlier this morning. I don't feel like going anywhere. I could just lie in the room forever as if it were a forgotten prison. I don't know what I want anymore, but whatever it was, I'm not sure I want it.


Post a Comment

<< Home